You Remembered? Chapter 12
If you can tell by this chapter, I really like Lady Gaga! I’m might actually like her more than Britney Spears. Haha, no clue actually, I like them both. Ok so I would just like to say this chapter is coming out on the first day of 2010! Haha I know I’m weird but I think its cool! Yeah lame, but I’m ok with it! =D
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Chapter 12
They pull me into a room that was all gray, and dark with a big light hanging down. There was one long table in the edge of where the light hits the floor. 2 seats behind the table and 2 extra seats next to the table. Matt and chris walked to the chairs that where behind the table, they were talking while they walked to their seats. Kain walks to the extra seat next to the table. Jason pulls me under the light and takes out my ipod.
“Are you ok?” he asked looking down at my stomach then up at me. it took me a while to understand.
“Umm yeah I think so” it was going slow so I was pretty sure I was good “what are we doing here?” I asked as he went threw my ipod.
“Your going to sing along with your music” he said as he pulled something out of his jean pocket. It was a little headphone, like what singers use in there concerts “here” he gives me a microphone ” put this on” he said as he gave me the headphones. I put it in my ear, he puts some wireless plug thing in my ipod then went over to the table and attached the ipod to an ipod speaker.
“You sure she’s good?” Matt said as he looked at kain, Jason went to his seat and sat all the way in the end, next to Kain.
“Yeah” Kain says crossing his arms.
“She better be” Matt said as he puts his arms on the table. Chris looks threw my songs.
I looked at them ‘please, PLEASE! Tell me im not gonna sing and they’re gonna make me dance…. No! not even dance! I cant dance in front of people! Please tell me this is a surprise party!’ I thought.
“Your name is Jamie, am I right?” Chris said glancing up at me, then back down at my ipod.
“Yes” I said shyly.
“Good” he finally looks up at me. “will you do us a favor?” he says with a smile.
Jason POV
‘Wow Chris! Just say it!’ I thought, I watched Jamie, she nodded. ‘I seriously cant believe I found her, its so weird, right when I was about to totally forget about her…. I FIND HER! I had to be so f*cking stupid to try to hit on her when I first met her. If me and Kain didn’t go threw her ipod, I wouldn’t have known it was her.’ I thought.
“Will you sing me this song” Chris said. Jamie nodded as he pushed play. The song Love Game by Lady Gaga started to play. The first few words she missed because she didn’t know the song, but she started to sing after she figured out the song. She sang quietly, you could barely hear her voice “Jamie sing louder” Chris said. I could see her trying to sing louder, but she hesitated when she did. She looked at Kain, sang a bit better. Then at me, we looked at each other as she sang, she barely hesitated. She sang pretty good, not amazing or anything. I wasn’t very comfortable looking at her for a long time, especially when she looking back at me. I started to mess with my hair and move around in my seat.
I looked back at her, she was still looking at me. she didn’t move, the only thing that move was her mouth and eyes. It looked like she was trying to figure something out ‘maybe the lyrics’ I thought. The song ended, then chris looks at her Itouch. She put the mic down, and looked at Chris and Matt. She was shaking a little, you could barely notice it. “will you sing me another song Jamie?” Chris said. Jamie nodded. ‘of course she would, stupid! She knows she has to!’ I thought then another song started to play, dare you to guess. The song Vanity by Lady Gaga played, i rolled my eyes when I first heard the song, Chris could be pretty damn childish.
Jamie started sing a bit quietly, trying to match her pitch with Lady Gaga. When she does, she looks straight at me. That’s when I noticed that she was good at singing, her voice was very different, a good different! She sounded a bit more out than before which made her sound a lot better. Then, her voice sounded a bit familiar, I couldn’t put my finger on whos voice she sounded like. It was good I got to admit it, did I say shes amazing? I didn’t, I said she wasn’t, I change my mind, she actually is? Ok maybe im going overboard here, all im saying is that she is a good singer… but her voice, I wanted to hear more of it. The song ended, she looked away from me and looked down. Another song Paper Gangsta by Lady Gaga, ‘is Chris going threw only Lady Gaga’s album?’ I thought. Her voice in this song was a bit better than in the other songs. Hearing her voice made me feel a bit bad, I couldn’t sing as good as she could, but I knew who could… Kain. All I can do is be on the most wanted list for killing people, half the time they were bad people! But they don’t care. I watched Jamie carefully, I thought she was looking at me, but when our eyes didn’t meet I knew who she was singing the song to, Kain. The ending came.
“…Don’t want no paper gangsta.
Won’t sign away my life to.
Someone who’s got the flavor.
But don’t got no follow through.
Don’t want no paper gangsta.
Won’t sign no monkey papers.
I don’t do funny business.
Not interested in fakers.
Don’t want no paper gangsta.
Don’t want no paper gangsta.
Won’t sign away my life to.
Someone who’s got the flavor.
But don’t got no follow through.
Don’t want no paper gangsta.
Won’t sign no monkey papers.
I don’t do funny business.
Not interested in fakers.
Don’t want no paper gangsta.
Oh Ohhh
Don’t want no paper gangsta.
Oh Ohhh
Don’t want no paper gangsta.
Don’t want no paper gangsta.
Don’t want no paper gangsta.
Don’t want no paper gangsta.”
I laughed to myself. The next song was Womanizer by Britney Spears. I listened Carefully while she sang with Britney. That not the voice she sounds like, its someone else. I looked at her, she was looking at Kain, I knew it when I saw where her eyes were. Something told me she knew that Kain was a womanizer, I knew it the first day I met him. He acts like a ‘sweet’ guy, F*CK THAT! HE is as bad as MATT! Only one time he ever was ‘in love’. But She cheated on him, he cried which brings us back to Kathy and Brandon. The stupid thing is that he cheated on EVERY SINGLE girl he went out with! He even cheated on ‘the love of his life’.. that is a HUGE bullshit there! I mean Kain is a good guy, he really is.
Its just when it comes to having girlfriends, he’s a player. I mean its his voice! He’s a really good singer, and every time he sings and a girl is anywhere around, they fall for him real quick. I even remember a gay guy even try to hit on Kain because he heard him sing! He has only one friend that’s a girl that hasn’t even tried to hit on him. That is the reason why they are best friends because she doesn’t want any relationship with him and Kain is Ok with it. She is MARRIED now, yeah I said married. She’s 17 but that didn’t stop her from getting married illegally with an 18 year old guy… I think its illegal When Kain and her hang out, which is very rare, they act like a couple. Even around the husband, but he doesn’t mined because he knows she love him not Kain. Which is the first! When Kain doesn’t get a girl by singing, he doesn’t try to go for her, all he tries to do is become friends with her or maybe close friends. Somehow I feel like he is already tried to hit on Jamie and she didn’t brake because they are really close, from my prospective. Well if he didn’t, today Jamie’s is going to hear him sing, and fall for him, I just know it.
When the song ended, she looked at me, I winked at her and smiled. She gave me a small smile then looked back at Matt and Chris. Then an old song Doing Too Much by Paula DeAnda, ‘ok close’ I thought ‘but it doesn’t really sound like Jamie’s voice. Like. 00000001%’. she looked at me, she danced a bit, just swaying her hips. Hearing her voice now was a bad thing… I was actually starting to get a bit horny, I kinda like it. I kind of wanted to jump on her. I listen more carefully, the more and more I listened, Jamie’s voice sounded a bit more like Paula’s voice. Then song ended. ‘god! How many song is he going to test her??!!’ I started to get unpatient, I started to want her. An extremely old song came on Too Little To Late by Jojo. I looked at Kain, he looked at Jamie like he wanted her too, ‘no’ I thought ‘not this time, this time ’ I looked at Matt and Chris, they looked blanked. When I looked back at Jamie, she was looking at me, only me, singing this song. ‘please don’t let it be too late’ I thought.
Jamie POV
“It doesn’t matter anyway…” I finished singing then I looked at Chris.
“Ok Jamie” Matt said looking at what Chris was doing.
“Wait ” Chris said. The song Bad Romance by Lady Gaga on, but Chris put to a random spot in the song, the part where I had to curse, I didn’t know if I should do it…. but I did.
“…c-crazy
walk-walk fashion baby
Work it
move that bitch crazy
walk-walk passion baby
Work it
I’m a free bitch baby
I want your love
And I want your revenge
I want your love
I don’t wanna be friends
J’veux ton amour
et j’veux ton revenge
J’veux ton amour
I don’t wanna be friends”
Then Chris stopped it. ‘Im still wondering what that mean…’ I thought ‘but I know amour was love so maybe it’s the same thing but in a different language’. Matt and Kain looked at each other, Matt nodded. Kain picked up a Mic from the floor that was next to his seat. And a headphone thing and put it in his ear. Kain got up and walked up next to me.
“Babe you ready?” ‘umm NO! what am I doing!’ I thought
“Wh-” then Chris cut me off.
“Ok ready?” he said. And Kain nodded then looked at me then winked at me. ‘is that supposed to make me feel better??’I thought.
The song that me and Kain first sang together at the motel started to play, Big Girl Now by Lady Gaga. I didn’t really sing, I mumbled the words. After a while,Kain tried to make me dance but I had huge stage fright all of a sudden. Kain sang really good, I sang high, too high. I couldn’t sing good, I looked at Jason, he looked at me like he was disappointed in me. ‘well im sorry I cant really sing if there and extremely good singer singing with me and I suck!’ I thought. I looked at Matt he looked at me like he knew something. Chris, he had no emotion. I looked back at Kain who was still trying to make me dance, I was stubborn, I wouldn’t dance. I don’t like dancing in front of people if they are only watching me. I looked back at Jason, he was looking at the floor, he looked a bit angry. Seeing his face made me feel bad, I tried to sing better but it wasn’t as good as I was singing by myself.
“Jamie relax” Matt said as Chris stopped the song during the last chorus and changed the song. I looked at Kain he walked a few steps away from me. he looked at Chris, waiting for the song to come on. The song Good Girls Go Bad by Cobra Starship ft Leiston Meester started. As Kain sing his part I made my self calm down. I looked down and took a deep breathe. I looked up and held the mic close to my mouth and started to sing… not good but okish. Better than the last song. I like this song and tried to Enjoy it.
Jason POV
‘THAT’S IT!’ I thought ‘that’s the voice it reminded me of mostly’ when Jamie started to sing Good Girls Go Bad I knew she was good. She was really good, with Kain… of course. When the last song played I was sure she just fell for Kain, but now… I don’t know did she? I know she was shy when Kain tried to make her move a bit but she wouldn’t move, she just stood there and started to sing in a high pitch. But hearing her sing now, its like she was just acting like she didn’t know how to sing. I’m not going to lie I felt my manhood harden the more I heard her voice. ‘stop Jason you cant get horny! Especially not now!’ Kain walked toward her and she walked toward him, they started to dance just a bit. Very close together which I didn’t really like. Why were they so close together. ‘wait Jason what are you thinking? Are you being jealous?’I thought ‘hell no!’ I told myself ‘I’m just protecting…. Jamie… YEAH! I’m protecting Jamie from not getting hurt! Smart Jason’ I thought ‘I know I’m really nice’ I told myself. I watch them singing and dancing,
(Kain)”Oh, she got away with the boys in the place
Treat ‘em like they don’t stand a chance
(Jamie)And he got away with the girls in the back
Acting like they’re too hot to dance
(Kain)Yeah, she got away with the boys in the place
Treat ‘em like they don’t stand a chance
(Jamie)And he got away with the girls in the back
Acting like they’re too hot to dance
(Kain)I make them (both)good girls go bad
(both)I make them good girls go
The good girls go bad, yeah
Good girls go bad…”
After the last chorus of the song that they sang, the song ended and Kain kissed her cheek which made me a bit angry. She smiled at him as he walked away and looked at me again. She looked a bit worried then looked away quickly to Matt and Chris.
“Ok” Matt got up and walked up to Jamie “you are really good at singing” Matt take Jamie’s hand and pulls her to Chris “told you she was good” Matt said to Chris as she stood in front of the table. Kain sat back down next to me.
“Damn Jamie is amazing” Kain said putting his hands behind his head.
“Yeah she is” I looked at her.
“Her voice, damn, only if Matt didn’t call us yesterday night.” he said looking at Jamie, checking her out.
“Wait what do you mean?” I asked him. he turned around had a smirk on his face.
“Me and Jamie we hanging out in the room sing, dancing, you know just having fun. When I heard her sing she didn’t sound this good like you heard her but I started to like her, really like her. and…” he looked down shook his head to make his hair poofy “well you know when chicks hear me sing, they are all over me right?” I nodded.
“Well I sang her favorite song Down… and holly Jesus! She was all over me. I really liked it, god she was dancing close to me” he stopped and glanced at Jamie. Her, Chris, and Matt were walking to the door already but talking. “a lot closer than you guys saw” he laughed “but then… towards the end of the song she seemed more calm, but we danced slowly while I sang. Then at the end we almost kissed” he looked at me angry “why did you guys had to call us!?”
“Dude I didn’t call you” I said getting up.
“What ever” he said getting up. They left us here, now Jamie, Matt, and Chris are outside talking business. Kain got her ipod and put up the Mics and headphones. I watched. “she is very different” he said.
“Yeah I know” ‘I knew ever since the FIRST time I met her’ I thought.
We walked to the door “I wonder…” he said with a smile.
“Wonder what?” I asked suspiciously.
“Race you to the parking lot” he says as he throws Jamie’s ipod at me. Kain ran the second I caught it, when I noticed he left, I put the Ipod in my pocket and ran ‘shit’ I thought ‘he might actually win’. I ran as fast as I could and barely caught up to Kain, we where near the door when someone threw something that hit both of our legs, we fell down.
“Sup boys” she smiled. ‘what? I thought she died or something’ I thought.
Jamie POV
“Deal?” Chris said taking his hand out for me to shake. I thought about the deal.
“I cant ever see my family or friends? Either way?” he nodded.
“But” Matt said “if you don’t take the deal”
“I know” I looked at Chris’s hand. “ok” I shook his hand.
Lisa POV
“MORNING!” Erica said as she went in the kitchen to make coffee. I groaned, I was on the couch sleeping. “wheres Josh?”I opened my eyes and looked around. I sat up and looked around the room.
“Umm I don’t know” I said getting up and walking to the kitchen. “your leaving late.” I said getting up to get coffee.
“Yep, Brandon is coming so I decided to let him sleep a bit longer” she laughed “he was busy all night” she winked at me. I fake laughed. Getting my coffee.
“Wow, so you guys had sex without condoms?” I asked taking a sip of coffee
“Yep, a lot of it. I told him I don’t care if I do get pregnant. Ill just get an abortion.” She said then took a sip of coffee. She walked to the cupboard and got out bread.
“Oh” I took a sip. “so I heard he’s leaving today” I said. Taking a bite of the bread then took another sip of coffee.
“Yeahh” she said disappointed. “he is so good in bed lisa! I don’t want him to go” I started to get a bit jealous.
“Mhm” I said starting to walk to my room.
“He is a hard sleeper… lisa?” she called me, I turned around.
“Hm?” I said.
“I’m going to work, he doesn’t want to wake up. So before you go to the bar, will you make sure he left to the Pyramids?” she asked. I nodded. She smiled and walked out of the apartment with her coffee. I walked in my room and sat on my bed ‘ where the hell is Josh?’ I thought. I took out my cell phone from my sweater pocket and called him.
“Hello?” he said in a sleepy voice.
“Hi!” I yelled into the phone “where are you?!”
“Home…I saw you fell asleep so I left. Is that bad?” he said
“Well DUHH!!” I yelled into the phone then hung up on him, without a bye.
Someone knocked on my door. “come in” I said angrily. I sat up with my legs crossed. I looked down at my cellphone when Brandon came in.
“Are you ok?” he asked as he came and sat on the edge of the bed. I nodded “why where you yelling” I looked at him.
“Because guys are stupid” I said.
“Or maybe girls are too smart” he said. I rolled my eyes, I looked away. “come on tell me El” that was my nickname he gave me a long time ago. It’s sounds like just saying letter L, that’s it, nothing special.
“Don’t call me that” I said meanly, looking at him.
“Why El?” he said my name to annoy me.
“Because only people that I like can call me that” I said
“Like, love? Aren’t they the same?” He said.
“I don’t love you” I said
“Lisa you got to forgive and forget” he said. I got up off the bed and started to walk to the door. “Lisa stop” he grabbed my arm.
“Let go of me” I said trying to yank my arm away, he had a good grip on me. “Brandon!” he pulled me to the bed
“Listen”
“No go away!” I said trying to push him away.
“No, lisa listen to me!” he said pushed me towards the bed. “lisa” I was still trying to push him away. “dammit” he pushed me and I fell on the bed with him on top of me “Lisa”
“Get off of me!”
“Lisa please stop it” he said grabbing both of my hands so I couldn’t push him. I stopped struggling
“Ok… I’m listening” I said looking up at him.
“Lisa do you know how hard it was to leave?” his hair covered his eyes, he tried to flip his hair but still look at me.
“I don’t understand why you even left. You said you loved me, you said you wanted to be with me!” I said close to crying.
“Lisa I was afraid” I looked at him
“Afraid of what Brandon?!” I looked away
“Of you” he said, I looked at him.
“What?” I looked at him, by accident I started look at every inch of him. he barely changed. His eyes were the same, his lips, everything but He has tiny pimples that were barely even noticeable. “how could you be afraid of me?” I said
“You were my longest girlfriend Lisa, I was scared if…” my cellphone rang. We looked at it, then at eachother. He let me go, I slowly crawled to my cellphone that was laying on my pillow. I picked it up, looked at who was callin. Of course it would be Josh.
“Hello?”
“Hey sexy, where are you??” he asked, I heard people talking in the background. I looked at the clock 9:13!
“Shoot! I woke up late… no thanks to you” I said angerly. I looked over a Brandon who sitting on the foot of the bed looking down at the floor.
“Ok I don’t even know what I did wrong! I let you sleep didn’t i?!” he yelled into the phone.
“Josh go away! I don’t want to talk to you!” I was about to hang up when Josh said.
“Please come over I need to ask you something” I put the phone back to my ear
“Josh if you cant ask me over the phone then don’t ask anything at all” then right before I pushed the end button Josh asked the questions really quick
“Will you marry me?” end. I looked over at Brandon, I knew he heard.
“i-”
“Just tell him yes” he gets up walks out of the room quickly.
The phone rang again, it was Erica “hello…” I said sadly
“Where is he??” she asked
“How are you? I’m fine Erica. Are you sure, you don’t sound alright? I’m ok but Josh just asked me to marry him!” i started to walk to my closet to get my uniform out.
“Wait what? He asked you to marry him?! what did you say? YES? No… tell me! your not answering” she says
“Erica stop!”
“DID. YOU. SAY. YES?!” she asked
“Erica I have to go to work, ill tell you it when I come back… I haven’t answered him” I hung up before she could say anything.
I quickly got dress, my uniform was small, it had to be. It was a tight red tanktop that showed my belly button. And it was a skirt that ended mid-thigh. Last of all 3inch black high heels. Because I was in a rush I put my hair up in a ponytail. Little makeup, eyeliner, mascara, lipgloss, and glitter red eye shadow. I went to my closet, I looked to the left of my closet, all the way in the end was a box. I pulled it out and started to open it. there was letter but mainly pictures of me and Brandon and Gifts that he gave me, I started to take thing out. Then I reached the bottom, my wedding dress. I pulled it out looked at the pattern, felt the fabric. I stood up and went in front of the mirror put the wedding dress against my body so it would look like I was wearing the wedding dress. I smiled at me wearing the dress. I went back to the box, all the letters, gifts, and pictures were scattered around the box.
I look into the box, there was only one thing in there. I reached in to get the small black box, I pushed away the wedding dress and opened the box. My old ring, It wasn’t a big diamond, but it meant a lot to me because Brandon bought it with his own money. My old engagement ring still looked new, I took out the ring and put it on my engagement finger. I looked at it in different angles, I started to smile thinking maybe I should say yes to Josh. I started to daydream about my wedding, about the wedding that was canceled. It was in my parents backyard, in the huge garden. There was an arch that the man and woman would stand under. White chairs, white carpet leading to the arch.
Then my daydream was cut of when someone grabbed my hand. I looked up, it was Brandon, ‘how did he come in without me hearing him??’ it thought. He took my ring off my finger and started to walk out of my room. I got up an grabbed the hand my ring was it.
“Brandon give it back!” I tried to open his fingers. “Brandon!” I wanted to cry, that was mine. He gave it to me! why does he want to take it away! “Brandon please!” he pushed me away.
“You wont except my apology” he said in an angry tone.
“That’s mine!” I pointed to his hand. “YOU gave it to ME!”
” I bought it, its mine” he says as he walked out of my room. I followed him and grabbed his arm. “Dammit Lisa! what the hell do you want from me!” he yanked his arm away.
I didn’t mean to but I started to cry ” I don’t want to get hurt again” i dropped to the floor “I just want my old life back!” I put my head in my hand.
“Lisa” he bent down and picked me up and put me on the big couch. “Lisa look at me” he said softly. I looked up. “I left because I didn’t know if I was done” he took my left hand.
“What do you mean?” I sniffed, trying to stop crying. “done with what?”
“You’re the only girl I loved. I never…” he stopped and looked away for a second then back me “I never had sex with you, I was scared of having sex with you because you were a virgin. When I came near you I felt like I was about take it away from you. But I wanted to be with you….getting married, that mean a honeymoon. I know you would expect me to be all over you.” I smiled.
“Because I knew you were player” I said to him. he nodded. “you always wanted to sleep with someone” I looked away to the window. He moved my face to look at him again.
“But when I met you” he stopped and he chuckled “no, when we first started to go out” when we first met I didn’t really him because I was very religious. He was a boy slut and he would mess with me saying stuff like he would to rape me, he was all talk. but one day he asked me out, I told him ‘ok but if we go out, I want to be a virgin till marriage’ he laughed but said ok. “I don’t know, I didn’t want to hurt you in any way. I thought if I left you then I wouldn’t hurt you, I guess I was wrong.” He looked at me, his eyes always got to me. then without thinking we started to kiss, first it was soft, then slowly it started to get harder, I never kissed Brandon like this. I really liked it, after a few seconds, that kiss turned into a hungry kiss.
I pulled his head harder to mine, I started to moan, moan loudly. He put my legs around his waist and picked me up. I wrapped my arms around his neck tight so he wouldn’t pull away. Then he put me on the bed, still not separating our mouths from eachother. He laid on top of me. he moved from my mouth to my neck, making me moan even more. My finger ran threw his hair. He went lower to my chest. His hand went to my shirt and took my shirt off. I took of his shirt, feeling his body. I messed with his belt that didn’t want to unbuckle till he did it quickly. He kissed my neck then went down to my stomach. I used my feet to take of my shoes then he took off my skirt and went back up to my mouth. We started to kiss hungrily again. With my toes I pulled down his jeans but then when Brandon was about to take off my underwear he pulled away from me. “I’m sorry I cant” he pulled up his jeans and took his shirt and walked out of my room. I got up not caring that I was half naked, just in bra and underwear. I ran out the room seeing him, with all his cloths on, about to leave the apartment.
“Brandon!” I ran to him and pushed his hand away from the door knob. “I forgive you!” I said grabbing his hand.
He reached into his pocket and took out my ring “just keep it” he gave it to me. I took it but I didn’t let go of his arm.
“Don’t leave me please… not again” I kissed him again. Wrapping my arms around his neck then accidentally dropping my ring, he put his arms around my back and lifted my up, walking to the back of the couch. He made me sit on top of the couch. We kept on kissing, not going any farther than the slow kiss. Then the apartment door opened.
“LISA!” I pulled away, I looked at the door.
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